How do you run from yourself? Where do you hide even if you do?Moments, where the tiny defects in the fabric of life, that you are hiding even from yourself, unravel and are in plain clear view for all to see. Moments where unwanted feeling and memories attack again and again. When the noise of your own thought, so alien, rushed into your brain unwanted thoughts. The insecurities. The unshakable feeling of being worthless. Moments. Where all you want to do is close your eyes tight, protecting yourself from... yourself, where your heart just gave in and refused to work anymore. Moments. Minutes. Infinity.
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... mmm.. run from oneself.. :-? ..mmmm :-?
run from life by not running from it...those moments when insecurity hits...those moments when life just seems worthless and stupid...they return to me many times when I'm alone...I let them hit me...and again...and again...and again...bringing back all those emotions...and eventually...I get immune to all of them...they become just fleeting thoughts...just along with other random ones...failing to invoke the same emotions they did before...and I realize life is not supposed to be perfect...it is for making mistakes...and I look around...and everyone is like me...fighting the same fights...thinking the same things...and then I dont feel so lonely anymore...and life becomes better
keep writing...
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